500 days of summer

best movie of the year. (in my humble opinion ofcourse.)

every scene felt strangely familiar.

birthed a new found love for The Smiths.


deathbed - relient k

You cried wolf
The tears they soaked your fur
The blood dripped from your fangs
You said, "What have I done?"
You loved that lamb
With every sinful bone
And there you wept alone
Your heart was so contrite

You said, "Jesus, please forgive me of my crimes
Sanctify this withered heart of mine
Stay with me until my life is through
And on that day please take me home with you"


I am the Way
Follow Me
And take My hand
And I am the Truth
Embrace Me and you'll understand
And I am the Light
And for Me you'll live again
For I am Love
I am Love
I, I am Love


do you like pina coladas?

soooo many lazy days ahead. i cannot wait!
i shall read untill i fall asleep, just to wake up and carry on reading.
i shall eat yummy food and delicious sweet stuff so i have a reason to go jogging at the beach every day.
i shall attempt baking some of the above mentioned delicious sweet stuff.
i shall perhaps attempt that painting. the empty canvas is gathering dust.
i shall write and type and write and type and read.
i shall s....w....i....m! in the icy cold waters of boulders beach. i insist!!
i shall soak up the rays and regret not wearing more sunscreen.
lots of icy cold glasses of water and warm cups of tea.
market days.
couch love.

summer holidays.



sometimes the warnings of our heart arent borne out of fear or doubt, sometimes they are borne out of a knowing that love is not yet ready to be awakened.

i do not know the first thing about love.
what love is.
how it feels and sounds and acts.

and im afraid that im not ready to experience is weight and depth and length.